Archive for February, 2009

EMO 101: I Want to DEVIATE

Sunday, February 8th, 2009

I am a person who always wants the truth because I believe I deserve it.
I am a person who is always sure of what she does
I am a person who always wants certainty
I am a person who doesn’t want to be a toy
I am a person who doesn’t what to doubt because if she does
she would not pursue no matter what it is
I am a person who is serious when it comes to feelings
I am a person who is damn honest when it comes to her own feelings
I am a person who doesn’t play games
I am a person who is easy to please but I am not gullible
I am a person who doesn’t think that anger or hatred is the opposite of love but FEAR
because when you FEAR LOVE, YOU CEASE TO LOVE…
I am a person who always wants to be assured and don’t want to take risks

Because she’s afraid

Afraid of believing the things she shouldn’t believe
Afraid of being played and be left behind
Afraid of getting hurt because she thought it was real
Afraid to fall because she thought someone would catch her
Afraid of committing mistakes and end up wounded

I am a person who doesn’t want to invest on something but I sometimes do “Unconsciously”
I am a person who doesn’t want complications but I am always in the same situation
I am a person who always wants to be sure with her decisions but there’s always that ONE deviation

and that ONE deviation, I am afraid is not the right time now

but in my sentiments

I want to DEVIATE

So IRONIC


I hope YOU followed.

EMO 101: Uncertainty

Sunday, February 8th, 2009

Have you ever find yourself in a situation wherein you don’t know the situation either?
It makes you happy and at the same time scared
It makes you believe at the same time doubt
It’s like you are falling at the edge of a cliff and floating in air
Your heart is thumping joyously fast and yet its pounding enormously

It’s like you are in between of something you know and you don’t know
It’s like you want it and even need it but you play it safe
You hear the sweetest things on earth and at the same time, you hear lies
It’s something you think you’re sure of but you’re not
It’s one thing that you (maybe unconsciously) know but then you deny
It’s one thing you want to give but you hold back
It’s something makes you spontaneous and yet stagnant
It’s like you’re there but you’ve never been
You felt you knew it all but you are unfamiliar
It’s like you were found and at the same time lost
It’s like you’re assured but just temporarily
It’s like you’re just playing a game and yet you are serious
It’s enjoying life but then your heart is at stake
Is this what they call…

UNCERTAINTY

Because if yes, then I don’t want to be in that situation

but I uncontrollably do…

*i have so much to blog about school, there are a lot of things going on...
 i am actually busy, i just miss feeling the "emo" me, and so there... :]]
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