Archive for May, 2009

Graduation BLOCK.

Friday, May 1st, 2009

I honestly have been meaning to blog about every “bloggable” detail in my life after graduation. However, as you can see, I have been in such a very long hiatus. There are a lot of things that I should have blogged about, some of which were now obsolete because for those things, I don’t really know where to start.

Two weeks ago, I have cleaned my room, FINALLY. I was hoping that from there, I could determine the beginning of fulfilling the things that I NEED to do and the things that I WANT to do. I have thrown away clutters and even papers, which were 5-inch thick, I have changed the arrangement of things in my table and I have labeled it too. However, when I finished it all, I was frozen. Frozen, for the reason that I don’t know what to do next.

Since second year college, we were taught with our Primary Health Care subjects on how to prioritize health problems existing in an individual, families and community until our fourth year in our Nursing Care Management subjects. We’ve been taught to compute and justify our priority problem. For all the case studies and nursing processes we’ve made, we’ve became good at it.

Ironically, now, I am having a hard time prioritizing as to what to do first. My WANT-TO-DO List or My NEED-TO-DO List (How I wish I even had a list). I think what’s making it a hard thing is because it is ALL just in my MIND. I feel CONGESTED. Plus the fact that I was USED in following a routine MOST of my entire life because of SCHOOL and so now that I have graduated, EVERYTHING is back on square one and I am ON MY OWN.

I feel that I have THIS deadline that is responsible for ME having troubles making decisions for myself. I am always in conflict with THE NEEDS and THE WANTS. MAYBE, just MAYBE… This is but another phase in my life called — ADJUSTMENT. I have to be used to my new WAY OF LIVING but FIRST, I need to get on working with it. I need to have my mind SET. I need to construct a NEW framework for this NEW phase of life.

Hope to do it right.

With hopes high… I CAN DO IT… :]]

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